Two broken wings
On a night when the moon hung low in the sky covering the earth beneath in that wonderful glow that poets would have wrote songs about, Calvin and Mira stood with the dampness of the night filling their nostrils and if it was not for the sudden face of reality conjuring up in front of their eyes, only fate knew how long would they have held each other’s hands. The speaker sitting on the abandoned table emitted the melancholy screech of the Scorpions and as she took a puff of the joint and exhaled it over his lips, Calvin shut his eyes lest the fragile reality of the moment tarnish the feats of imagination he had achieved in his loneliest hours.
“It’s too damn hard”, he murmured when he could still smell the stale scent of marijuana in her breath.
“What is?” asked Mira while she clutched on his arms and drew her lips close to his, torn between the desire to abandon herself or regain herself.
With the fumes of desire filling up his lungs as he took the joint from her hand and took a long drag, he could not help but caress his lips on hers and forget about the stars shining in the desolate sky above and as he tasted in his mouth the taste of her tongue, he knew in that moment that months after he would wish to have had the strength to forget about the kiss with a simple act of will. But as his unwitting heart would have it, he kissed her with all the madness built up inside him and Mira could only do so much to submit her body to the caresses from her waist upwards until it didn’t matter if above them was the naked sky or a concrete roof and she felt the sullen cold wind brush against her skin as her dress slipped down her shoulders. “To not want you”, Calvin answered her question.
Lost in the wet kisses down her neck she exhaled more of the warmth generating inside her body than she could inhale of the chill of the air from the sky, of which Calvin became oblivious as in his palms he could feel the softness of her body and as his lips drew closer to her heart she shuddered anguished between the decision to tear herself away or to push his face right over the spot from where all her desires surfaced. And she made Calvin gasp as she undid the belt of his trousers and after some fumbling surrounded his girth with her hand. They breathed inside each other’s mouth and giving herself up to the heart breaking inside her chest and after biting her lips so her wounded heart would not come bleeding out of her mouth she bit his ears and murmured: “Fuck me, Cal.”
And it is this memory that the boy named Crow tries to extract from my palpitating heart until I plead with him: “Not this, don’t take this away from me”. The boy named Crow laughs inside my head and as I hear the universe break asunder he says: “Do you hear that? It’s the sound of two broken wings.”
Roads of reminiscence.
Today when I lost myself again, I took out the letters from yester years
With a wry smile I sniffed them and once again fought with the tears
With a match in my hand, burnt them for only that made any sense
And with the fumes of love, walked alone on the roads of reminiscence.
Came across us and laughter roared in the sky
Took a while to accept it was really you and I.
Walked a few paces further and found myself undressing you
Had to look away for it made me wonder if you think of it too.
But the sighs made me look back again
Till the view faded and climbed a different terrain:
One where we still held hands and watched the moon,
But the parting ways, did we not both rue?
The trembling eyelids and tremulous lips
The scent of your hair and the incomplete kiss
Come in my way as insane semblance,
From the roads of reminiscence.
Lonesome days and nights falling across as shadows
A lot of love left, through my veins in agony coursed.
All the sense of longing from the asphalt arose
Till I learnt to weep in poetry and prose.
Skirts of heaven
The words we didn’t say
Oh they do come my way
All that’s in my heart
Should I tell you today?
And think of me,
Maybe
In the night at half past eleven,
When you watch the moon clinging on the
Skirts of heaven.
When the air was wet
Often we met.
Now I sit in the same bar
but the drink is different.
And think of me,
Maybe
In the night at half past eleven,
When you watch the moon clinging on the
Skirts of heaven.
The years pass by and the memory fades
Won’t you someday recall all the love that was made?
And think of me as the unforgiven
When you watch the moon clinging on the
Skirts of heaven.